Fair Enough.

So long as I know you want and hope for the same things as me, I can do this with you.

I’ve never tried or wanted to justify, push blame elsewhere, or excuse any of what I did do. I have religiously defended what I’ve been accused of and I will continue to do so.

We lost us. For a while, we lost who we are as individuals and as a couple. And during that time I made careless mistakes that I will regret for a long time. However, I saw us coming back. And I wish everyday that we will continue that journey of rediscovery.

And so long as you say you want this…I have no other choice but to trust you or take the easy road out. And if I ever want to be trusted by you, I have to start…and lead by example.

You aren’t stupid and foolish for running to me for comfort. I may be capable of hurting you, but I’m built for nurturing you. It’s called love, and deep down you know this. I think you might still trust me a little, too…I think you somewhat trust my sincerity and genuine apology and you see the pain I’ve caused myself. I think you believe that that is real…and my efforts to win you back are just as genuine and from the heart. I think you are starting to believe my regret. And I hope you will soon believe in my ability to better myself.

I end with lyrics from Ms. Winona Judd:

“No one else on earth could ever hurt me
Break my heart the way you do
No one else on earth was ever worth it
No one can love me like
No one can love me like you”