So who are you waiting on?

Are you hoping and planning to believe in your gut instinct and trust it enough to do what’s right?

Or are you hoping and planning to believe in me, and my ability to change, learn from mistakes, and grow?

Or both?

Right now it feels like you’ve made up your mind to never trust anyone but yourself again.

What if we stay together for 15 years…and you still don’t trust me? Can I not even then blame it on being young and stupid and scared? On being the dumb person who sabotages things when they might actually be going right…?

I don’t want to be with someone who is unwilling to trust me. Unwilling and unable are two different things. You’ve proven that you can start to trust me…even if I broke it down. Will that deliberately never happen again?